That's how my day is turning out. I was truly starting to see the light at the end of this Down's Syndrome tunnel. I was starting to feel like it really wasn't the death sentence it felt like. The amazing amount of positive support we have received was truly helping us to feel like we could raise our son.
And then as I was perusing the pages of facebook, I came across proof that evil people never get theirs. NEVER! It's only people like Rob & me. People who may not be the best or most pure people in the world, but people who try to be good people. Who try to be decent.
My current landlord decided to make it his business to tell his other tenant, who has done nothing, but make us miserable with her lies & complaints, what was going on with Sean. She posted on facebook "...I just dont get how they are so evil and how sad it is they are getting paid back in a God awful way. Shocked!"
I don't know what to feel first. I am shaking with anger & hurt. I don't know what to do. I wish I had the money to stay in a hotel for the next 2.5 weeks. I wish I could just go somewhere else with Meredith, Rob & the dogs. I just cannot even stomach the sound of her living. The thought of her breathing the same air as me sickens me. If I didn't have Meredith I'd just stay in the car. I'd come in for showers & new clothes.
And my poor little angel can't understand why mommy is so upset. She's great at coming to console me though. Maybe I'll take her to the aquarium to get out of the house for at least a few hours. If I can get it together & then keep it together that is.
If only money grew on trees........
she will get hers. I'm telling you, she's misreable and wants you to be also b/c misery loves company. You are not evil; you are beautiful and kind. Your baby is not a curse, he's a gift and he's precious.
ReplyDeleteSometimes people can say something so low, so hurtful, so cruel that it takes your breathe away. Just completely knocks the wind out of you. I am sorry that happened to you today. I tell my girls "you can't control what others say to you, only how you react to what they say." I wish it were that easy to write off what she said, I know it's not. Just know that the evil words that came from her mouth today are hers, she must own them, wear them, and answer to God for them. ((hugs))
ReplyDeleteIf only I truly believed that were true. I am truly disheartened today.
ReplyDeleteOh, hon, that sucks! Who in their right mind would say something like that, and of all the people about you guys? Please don't let her get to you, stay strong!
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